Posted in Mystery


This is a heavy tale to unpack, and there will be triggers related to child abuse, so please keep that in mind before you delve into this post, or consider reading this book.

Goodreads Synopsis: A missing girl on a journey of revenge. A Serial―like podcast following the clues she’s left behind. And an ending you won’t be able to stop talking about.

Sadie hasn’t had an easy life. Growing up on her own, she’s been raising her sister Mattie in an isolated small town, trying her best to provide a normal life and keep their heads above water.

But when Mattie is found dead, Sadie’s entire world crumbles. After a somewhat botched police investigation, Sadie is determined to bring her sister’s killer to justice and hits the road following a few meager clues to find him.

When West McCray―a radio personality working on a segment about small, forgotten towns in America―overhears Sadie’s story at a local gas station, he becomes obsessed with finding the missing girl. He starts his own podcast as he tracks Sadie’s journey, trying to figure out what happened, hoping to find her before it’s too late.

Courtney Summers has written the breakout book of her career. Sadie is propulsive and harrowing and will keep you riveted until the last page.

Sadie is the older sister of Mattie. Sadie drops out of school when her mother refuses to care for them, and ensures that she provides the best care for Mattie that she possibly can. She’s 16, Mattie is 11.

Fast forward to present day, 19 year old Sadie, and Mattie is dead.

On top of being a mother to her baby sister, Sadie has a severe stutter that was never corrected. Rather than talk incessantly, she observes. She is keen on detail and has an excellent memory. She doesn’t waste time on words that don’t matter. She thinks, she plans, and she acts. Her stutter made her quiet, but inside she was full of love and rage.

Sadie’s tale is told by West McCray, a member of a podcast that was later called the Girls in memory of all the lost girls out there. West has a young daughter, so this tale is not easy for him to follow, but he’s determined to get justice for Mattie and Sadie, especially Sadie.

Sadie becomes a kind of detective and goes on a manhunt to track down the man who killed her sister. This man is Keith, Christopher, Jack, Darren, etc. He’s every man inside of one man. One sick individual who has a perversion of liking little girls. Sadie let him hurt her to protect her sister, but ultimately, her hurt Mattie despite Sadie’s best efforts.

It’s hard to decide who was hurt more. Mattie? At least her pain ended in her death. Sadie? Alive, but living through the memories and her sisters death. Both are awful. Both are disgusting, and both should have never happened.

Throughout this read, I found myself admiring Sadie. She has a single minded determination and will stop at nothing to avenger her sister, even at the cost of her own life. Summers wrote a brutal, gut wrenching tale, and I couldn’t put it down until the end.

“And Sadie, if you’re out there, please let me know. Because I can’t take another dead girl.” -West McCray

Other notable quotes:

…he wanted [small town] residents to tell us what those places lost, not because we thought we could restore them to their former glory, but simply so you knew they existed. We wanted to give them a voice before they disappeared. -West McCray

May Beth always told me that I can’t do that; I can’t hate people for having more than me, but she’s wrong. I can. I do. It’s the perfect wall between myself and the kind of longing that poisons your gut and turns our insides right out. -Sadie

…places like that, places that look so nice they don’t seem real? The worst shit you can imagine happens in them. -Cat Mather

Posted in Fantasy, Mystery

Wild Beauty

Goodreads Synopsis:

For nearly a century, the Nomeolvides women have tended the grounds of La Pradera, the lush estate gardens that enchant guests from around the world. They’ve also hidden a tragic legacy: if they fall in love too deeply, their lovers vanish. But then, after generations of vanishings, a strange boy appears in the gardens.

The boy is a mystery to Estrella, the Nomeolvides girl who finds him, and to her family, but he’s even more a mystery to himself; he knows nothing more about who he is or where he came from than his first name. As Estrella tries to help Fel piece together his unknown past, La Pradera leads them to secrets as dangerous as they are magical in this stunning exploration of love, loss, and fam


If any of you readers have ever seen Stephen King’s Rose Red, Wild Beauty definitely gave off those same creepy vibes. Rose Red is a mansion with a mind of its own, much like the land of La Pradera. CREEEPPYYYYYY. I didn’t sleep for a HOT minute after watching Rose Red.

All the women in the Nomeolvides family are named for flowers. Calla, Gloria, Azalea, Dalia, except for Estrella. She is named for the stars. All these women are cursed with the power to grow flowers at will, except for Estrella, whose blue borraja flowers grow through her rafters as she sleeps. Her power is wild and unpredictable, and her family is wary.

The Nomeolvides were tormented for years accused of being witches because of their green thumbs, but they eventually met the Briar family, who in exchange for them tending their barren land, allowed the Nomeolvides to stay and make La Pradera their home.

It comes to light that all 5 cousins, are in love with the same person, a young woman named Bay Briar, the bastard of the family banished to La Pradera as punishment for her bloodlines. La Pradera takes those that the Nomeolvides women love, so in attempts to save Bay from the curse, all the girls give up their favorite items to the land as offerings. La Pradera is their god.

In return for their offerings, the land game them back a boy, Fel. He appeared where Estrella had buried her offering. With Fel’s help, the mystery of the evil land is solved, and all is made well.

Wild Beauty is not a book I would normally read. I picked it up as a cover buy and because it was the OwlCrate edition. McLemore writes in a very lyrical style and her words are very poetic. I prefer straightforward text, but McLemore’s style allowed for a change of pace to my typical reading.

I love that all 5 main characters are atypical in their love interests and that they are such empowering women. There are very few men in this story since all of them are destined to disappear if a Nomeolvide falls in love with them, so the women have had to adapt and learn to be self sufficient and rely on themselves. Their lives and family are their responsibility, not that to be shared between a male partner.

Besides, women appear to be the only safe choice for love as no female lover has ever been taken by La Pradera.

I would recommend this book to fantasy lovers, but also to those who love flowery writing (pun fully intended). McLemore’s writing is absolutely beautiful. It is not an over the top, “must recommend to every living soul”, kind of book, but with that being said, it is still worth it if you’re looking for a different sort of story.

Posted in Mystery

Annie Collins Mystery(s)

I recently traveled abroad and downloaded a plethora of Kindle books to read on my flights. I chose to read Mad Hatter’s Son assuming it was another spin-off of Alice in Wonderland and I could not have been more wrong.

Annie Collins is an OR nurse with an ex best friend that is an artist who married rich and subsequently forgot her existence, until she got sick. Typical, right? Libby calls Annie up one day asking for personal care because she was ill and nobody, including her husband, wanted to help her. Annie reluctantly agrees, but soon finds herself in some deeeeeep crap.

Libby isn’t ill in the traditional manner… She spurned an ex lover by letting herself become pregnant with a different lover’s child, while still being married to her husband. Libby is being poisoned by said ex lover. Libby turns up dead due to drug overdose, not from the poison, and now Annie is on a mission to find out what happened.

Amidst all this drama, Annie meets Ian Patterson and falls in love. He’s perfect, despite her beautiful lawyer neighbor being 10x more perfect than Ian *rolls eyes*.

Ian=horrible man, the worst kind of man. The king of manipulation. He is the spurned lover, is responsible for poison, the murder of Libby, the murder of the baby’s father, and the murder of a homeless man he hired as a hit-man to kill the baby’s father.

(Guess how he poisons Libby? That’s right. Tea. He had her favorite tea shipped to her doorstep once a month. That’s the one key comparison to Alice. Tea. And that he’s mad. He doesn’t make or sell hats. )


He was seen. By a homeless woman with developmental delays.

Turns out Mad Hatter’s Son sounds like “Patterson” to the mentally disabled and from here on out the mystery is solved.

Ian is caught, Annie is borderline about to fall in love with the hottie neighbor, Angel (appropriately named), and all seems well? Nope.

Ian stalks from prison and makes Annie’s life a living hell.

Starbuck’s novels are your typical quick romances/mysteries that can be read in an hour or two is you sit down and read them. They aren’t captivating material that will explode the internet, but for what it’s worth, I found them pretty entertaining.

Posted in Mystery

The Wicked Deep

I recently finished The Wicked Deep by Shea Ernshaw. I have to say, I was bored for a while. I was interested enough to continue with the story, but I wasn’t invested in the characters by any means..until I met Hazel.

The book is set in the small harbor town of Sparrow. The legend of the Swan Sisters runs rampant every year after the school year ends as it marks the beginning of Swan Season. 200 years prior, the Swan Sisters were sentenced to death and drowned in the harbor for being “witches.” Really, the towns women were jealous that their husbands were intrigued by the beautiful sisters.

Women, scold your men, don’t drown innocent women.

During the Swan Season, Sparrow is filled with tourists waiting to watch the curse of the sisters unfold. The legend says the sisters return each summer and inhabit the bodies of 3 of the girls from the town. The girls then choose at least 1 boy from the town to be their victim. They boy is found dead, drowned, in the harbor after coming in to contact with any of the girls inhabited by a Swan sister.

Marguerite is the first to strike, hating the people of Sparrow more than the others. Aurora is greedy, she’s known to take 2 boys at once so they can spend eternity with her in the murky harbor. Hazel takes 1 boy at random, but this season is different.

I love that Ernshaw chose to make one of the sisters want to stop being vengeful. Hazel decides that it is time for the Sister’s curse on the town to be over. For 3 consecutive years, she has chosen to inhabit Penny Talbot, the daughter of the Lighthouse owner that disappeared 3 years prior, that lives on the small Lumiere Island. Hazel’s former love, Owen, once lived on Lumiere Island, but he chose to drown with her on the day of her murder.

On the island she meets Bo, a young man that Penny offered shelter too in exchange for help maintaining the island. Hazel falls in love with Bo, Bo falls in love with “Penny.” Bo is in Sparrow to discover who drowned his brother, Kyle, the previous summer

To make a long blog post short, Bo finds out that Penny is Hazel, that Hazel killed Penny’s father as well as Bo’s brother, and that somehow, he is still capable of loving her. Hazel decides to end the curse once and for all by drowning herself and asking Bo to drag Penny’s body from the water afterwards so that she might live..

Ernshaw’s unexpected twist in her story by exposing Penny to be Hazel was a smart strategic move. I am also impressed that she chose to let Bo stay in love with Hazel. Overall. Ernshaw was able to turn my viewpoint from barely a 3 star read to a solid 4 star, or should I say 4 Swan read?? Moon read?? Oh, well, y’all get the point.

Well done.